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Tuesday, December 2, 2008
heyy, checked out my new walrus fan club blog yet? It's http://www.walrus4life.blogspot.com/ haha, go on,people.. You know you wanna check it out.. HAHA, wait, speaking of people,

Where my party people at?

They're at Sinda step having chinese tuotion?!

what...


Where my party people at?

They're effing up the airport in Bangkok..

eff off mann!


Now, where my party people at?

The'll be at zouk out, cause they have the tix, and I dont..

Now, I mega phuckung hate you guys.. bloody pangsehing party people.. also because quote : "Minimum age of entry 18, photo ID required to gain entry." -.- And, and, quote: "**$38 Advance Happy Hour tickets SOLD OUT!" whattheefff!

HAHAHA, and honestly, don't take it the wrong way, I'm not making fun of the song.. HAHA, I mean, like why would I.. You guys know I love Nelly..HAHA..aww and his mega hot bod.. Grillz... Delima... oooh.. hot in herre, ride wit me, flap your wings,ohh, and of course, shake your tail feather.. haha, mann, don't worry Em, I still love ya! Haha.. Anyways, since we're on the topic on music artises, I'd like to wish my idol, since primary one, Britney Spears, A VERY HAPPY B DAY! yay Brit! HAHA.

Anyways, I really miss




ANDREW <3 .. oops?

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Heyy, Guess who's back, back again, Soapy's back, tell a friend. Guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back..
haha, yes I'm, back, and I'm safe, back in Singapore, thank God. All flights were cancelled in Thailand, and the airport was closed.. blame them bloody no life protesters.. So like there was no freggin way to get out of Thailand.. Uncle Tony called the Royal Thai Navy, and they hitched us a real long ride back to the lil red dot.. YES, we had to bus all the way back from Thailand.. Bus ride was about 2 days long.. I couldn't sleep.. Someone was snoring.. Wen and Jeryl kept bugging me for Guitar hero... So annoying.. And they sat like right infront of me.. Javin was a real pain in the butt.. sheesh, that lil brat.. He sat like opposite side.. Damn, I almost died.. HAHA, ohoh, I couldn't sleep, so I was like watching everyone.. HAHA, freaking retarded.. HAHA, Wen kept going into Jeryl's territory, HAHA, freaking retarded. HAHA, Javin was drooling. So I stayed up all night.. Next morn, they woke up.. and I was like a zombie.. Then the rest of the trip was boring.. Oh, we did have KFC for lunch.. Ohyeah, the freaking bus was damn cold okay..







So anyway, enough about tha bus ride,I needa blog bout something way more important, Okay, so how should I begin.. Okay, I hate Thailand, wait, no, I'm not complaining.. Just hear me out kayy, so yeah, I hate Thailand, cause it brings chaos in me.. See, I know I always appear really happy, and retarded, or sometimes, cold and heartless.. But idk, okay, first of all, I feel okay blogging bout this here, cause only close friends know this blog, and some of you already know.. So, yeah, most of you guys know I'm not really that cold hearted, and hateful, and heartless.. Its just something, I want everyone to think of me, that I stand my ground, I'm no longer that push over.. Honestly, I hate trying to be mean, and cold.. Its just not soap by nature.. The real soap is still that retarded, goofy kid, the one you guys see. I know that even though you guys are my close friends, you have this initial thought, that I'm a real bitch, HAHA, remember the times when we hang out in town, and if someone who roughly knows me comes up to us? I act coldly to that person? And like the other times.. yeah, I still remember, all you guys had the same reaction, as in reaction from different cliques, and friends whom I hang out with at different occasions.. Like, after the person leaves, you guys will be like 'geez soap, you're damn mean' or 'wth was that all about' HAHA, come on man, admit it, you guys thought I was a bitch, and I explained to most of you already.. I think.. But for those whom I have yet to give an explanation, here it goes.. As some of you have already known, I had a plain, dull childhood.. In primary school, I wasnt a really 'people-kind-of-person'.. Cause it was hard for me to trust people. Friends made use of me, and stuff.. of course I'm not in touch with them now.. Yeah.. or rather 'friends'.. So I guess I was a rather 'emo' lil kid.. I only had 2 or 3 close friends whom I trusted in primary 5 and 6.. I had low self esteem and stuff, and I'm serious okay.. That's like the past of soap that not many knew.. So different from now huhh.. Primary school days were terrible, I got pushed around, and stuff.. I was very soft spoken.. So it was really easy to push me around.. Then like idk, one day, I just couldn't take it anymore, I was sick of being the push over, I gained confidence, and stuff, and my whole outside look changed.. I was a mean person.. HAHA, sorry guys, I admit, I was really mean, when you guys tried to make friends with me.. HAHA, SORRY! So you guys know, when people tried to make friends, I'd show attitude and stuff.. And like after time, I'd loosen up, and you met the real soap. The retarded side.. The Soap everyone loves.. So like how does this link to the 'I HATE THAILAND' part? Well, Thailand is like a LDC (less developed country). In LDCs, some people are rather poor, and less well off.. So you'll see homeless people begging on the streets and stuff.. Like lil kids okay, so skinny, and pitiful, and some times old folks, and handicapped people, the sight really is too much for me.. I start to feel all compassionate and weak. I feel sorry for them. I dont wanna feel weak, and stuff, I don't want anyone to see the real soap, I think some parents at the singsiam saw it.. urh, I hate it, then they start the 'comforting mode' thangg.. I totally blew my cover.. I hate Thailand, cause it brings up my past.. Its not that I hate being nice.. I just don't want to be nice to the people I'm not close with.. I only wanna be nice around the people I'm really close with.. Honestly, idk..I hate myself.. Alot..





gave me your hand but realise I just wanna say goodbye,




I'm so sorry,






I Still Think



Andrew Is Hot <3

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Heyy guys, read the news recently? The Thailand thangg.. Yeah, I'm like stuck here.. bloody mf protesters.. whatthecheebai mann.. I effing want to go home, I miss my friends, I miss my skateboard, I miss my guitars, I miss my cable teevee, I miss my radio, I miss my unlimited msn online time.. And, yes, of course I miss A.N.D.R.E.W. too.. really miss loads of things.. HAHA, honestly, I can go on and on..HAHA.. But, nahh, only got 1 hour to blog :( .. Well, I gotta go now.


I LOVE ANDREW <3

Monday, November 24, 2008

Aye, ayee, guess whurddd, I'm like blogging in Thailand (: haha, I know, wth..HAHA. I didnt sail.. Just went there to support.. OHMYGEEZ, I just found out that guy sailors from SAFYC are damn bloody freaking BITCHY, yes, BITCHY to the core.. Mann, they bitch bout each other behind each other's back.. Anyways, I was kinda home sick, Duh, I did think of A.N.D.R.E.W.. HAHA. and , I dont wanna talk bout him anymore kayy.. Though, I did kinda miss him.. ANYWAYS, Freaking retarded, I totally pwned Wen and Gerald in guitar hero..HAHA, spastic.. Omgeez, bus rides were freaking chaotic.. Bitching with Joel Tay, teasing Javin, laughing with Dionious and Jun Le, HAHA, and singing A7X songs with Wen.. Im a way better singer, and guitarist, wai, thats guitarist, and guitar hero guitarist.. HAHA *ehem, EGO much..HAHA So, anyways, I'm only allowed half an hour on the freggin com, so, I guess I gotta go. so, Blog bout the rest later, or tmrw, AND Yes,



I STILL LIKE



ANDREW LEE..



shhhh! k? <3

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

I'm like at the airport now, haha, using the free com..HAHA, freaking retarded.. last minute blogging, before I board the plane.. mann, effing cold here.. shit, I'm starting to miss people already, I miss Andrew.. HAHA, he's so hot la, damn, wish I brought my bro's year book with me, HAHA. Then I can like laugh at Andrew's retarded, but cute face.. HAHA.. Miss my pee bee, I miss boobie, I miss cocky, I miss the cousins.. HAHA, i miss the guys at sailing, I miss my twin star, I MISS MY SKATE BOARD...DAMN.. HAHA, I MIS ANDREW..oops, I repeated that..HAHA, oh,oh, and I miss andrew (: haha. dont diee

As quoted from the very first line of Avenged Sevenfold's Seize the Day, 'Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost,' well, I sure dont wanna die with regrets, so I guess imma go Carpe diem, or for you literature n00bs, seize the day. And the premenission nightmares, well. You wont be the one dying anymore,'I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?' I know what I gotta do. And, I gotta save. But who's gona save me from me? Well I trust Jesus,'My god is mighty to save, He is mighty to save'

'So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again'

Now I surrender..

God will be there he'll come to my rescue..

'My Whole Life
I Place In Your Hands
God Of Mercy
Humbled I Bow Down
In Your Presence At Your Throne'



But, If, IF I'm gone, 'just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back '
and that was Eminem, when I'm gone.




Save me from myself,
I'm going suicidal again,
this is not a song quote.
New soap's gona take control of soap.
But, then again, I guess
its okay..



cause I know the ones I love will be fine,




'Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find'

'Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away'




okay, well guess thats all, bye dudes, and dudestresses, and maybe those in between, Christ be with you,

I LOVE ANDREW,

I'VE ALWAYS HAD,

AND, I NEVER STOPPED,

AND I NEVER WILL,

stop..

<3 the words are in black..

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Damn, woahh.. phucking O levels are freggin overrrr! yeayyehh! So like straight after paper, I went home as usual.. Imma goodie two shoes, oh, Os ended on 13 Nov, last paper was bio (: Next day was Grad day, and prom, so went to do some last minute shopping.. HAHA, made friends with some tattoo people.



Grad day! aka, cocky's b'day, 14th nov! woke up like pretty early, got into my grad outfit.. HAHA, my grad outfit was hot okay.. I wore a freggin white tube bubble dress.. And some hot hoochie stiletto heels. Met cocky at 'bloody kotex' (its a code name).. And I had to run in heels cause we were running late.. sheesh.. So we finally arrived in school, and went to the auditorium, everyone was taking pictures and stuff, and thats when I come in.. HAHA, I got my Zacky Vengeance skull face mask, put it on, and went behind the people taking pics.. HAHa, So yeah, guess I'll be in lots of pics.. HAHA, mann, I totally look like the grim reaper.. damn..




After grad thingy, moo moo, her two friends and I went to her aunt's salon to do our hair.. I freaking wanted pink hair, but it ran out, so I decided to get lime green, but wtf, need to bleach, and too expensive.. So I decided to get PURPLE! Synyster Gates's favourite color! HAHA, It turnes out pinkish, purpleish, redish.. I guess it looks okay.. And I went straight home after that to change into prom dress.



Got into my rockin prom dress, and headed to Marina Mandrin Hotel. Moo Moo picked me up from the hotel lobby, and we went to her room. HAHA, I did my black parade eyes..whoo! totally went mafia! Soon after, cock, toria, and the rest came. We got changed, and went to get early bird prize..HAHA.. We're freggin cheapscape, I know.. HAHA. We were running up and down the hotel.. Oh, and I took off my bra, cause toria told me to go braless with her.. So like, as I was running (in heels too),my tube dress slipped down a lil, and my boobs spilled out.. HAHA, right infront of toria, but no one saw! phew! When prom was about to start, we went down, Oh,oh! Guess what! Andrew was at prom! HAHA, yeah right, as if.. HAHA, but no seriously, Andrew was there..HAHA, not the hot ANDREW haha.. Yeah, our waiter at our table was Andrew.. A guy named andrew..HAHAHA wth la.. and I think I'm too lazy to blog bout prom alr, I wanna play my guitar hero world tour, so sorry guys, haha, maybe will blog bout it tmrw.



I LIKE ANDREW <3

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Sunday, November 9, 2008

So, uhm, 6 November was a special day? hmm, well, from what I know, its supposed, but, I didn't seem one bit happy.. Everyone wasn't around, friends had to study.. So it was freaking lonesome, in other words, YES. My day sucked.. Not just any freaking day, my birthday, sure, I got smses, and birthday wishes, but still.. hurr... so anyways, at least i got a cool rockin cake..

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Still cant sleep. Stupid nightmare yesterday night caused me to be traumatized, and now I just cant seem to sleep. So last light, watched a little bit of desperate housewives, and amazing race, I kinda felt sleepy, so I did my regular night prayer, and then tried to sleep. I freaking kept tossing and turning.. I just couldn't sleep, phuck it. So I finally got some shut eye at 2.00 am + And like, wtf, when I fell a sleep, I had nightmares again, yes, about HIM again.. This time, no Margret, Phucking worse nightmare, A.N.D.R.E.W. was gone, as in seriously gone, like phuck, and I mean gone as in seriously forever gone, no more in this world, and right now, as I'm typing this down, I'm starting to tear..So yes, in my dreams, when he was gone, I cried like wth again. No, I seemed to cry more, I don't wanna type the whole dream out again, cause I don't think he should know what happened in my dream. So anyways, again I talked to God. Thank goodness I was just a horrible dream. But, when I woke up, I thought of my dream, and like I cried as in really cried, phuck, I know I was awake, I really cried, I know I did. I even remember the time it was around 6.35 am.. And I couldn't go back to sleep.. So I started thinking to myself, what if, just WHAT IF, A.N.D.R.E.W. was really gone? Wtf will I do? So I did some thinking, and, I know what I will do. I KNOW WHAT I'LL DO. I know it'll be very stupid of me to do that, but, I've made up my mind, I know what I'll do. Whatever I decide, I wont back down. I don't think persuasion would work.

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
is to hold him when I not around,
when I'm much too far away.
Please God, I really really like him alot.


I think I really like


Andrew <3


So like anyways,aside from my nightmares, I guess you noticed I stopped using the word freaking in my post? Yeah, well, I gotta stop saying freaking, cause, in my papers, I kept writing freaking, in social studied paper, I wrote freaking in my answers like 8 or 9 times. And yes, of course I striked them out..

Monday, November 3, 2008

ok, uhh, I know its the same day, and I'm back here again..And If I wanted to add stuff about my day in my post, I can just click 'edit post' .

uhh, well, I'm too lazy for that.. So anyways, PHUCKKK! Last night I had a phucking nightmare.. Phuck it mann, scared the shit out of me.. And the last thing I recall before waking up, was that I was praying to God, asking him for help.. Ok,ok, so here's what I recall of the nightmare.. It started with some party scene.. My party I guess? No, not sweet sixteen.. Just some lame primary school kid kinda party.. IDK where it was at though.. but I think there was this Malay girl.. I think I recognise her or something.. she was about, uhh..9? or 10? A.N.D.R.E.W. was there too.. I was trying to talk to A.N.D.R.E.W. but some how, I just couldn't.. So like the lil girl knew I wanted to talk to him, so she helped me.. She and her other friends.. Then like I went looking for them, and met my brother instead.. My bro like showed me some pieces of torn paper.. And I supposed the lil girls tore it up.. I put them together, and it was actually a note from A.N.D.R.E.W. .. I cant remember the exact words, but it said something like, 'the only person I love is Margret..' something like that.. then there was this drawn heart, and inside was 'A+M' which I think stands for A.N.D.R.E.W. + Margret.. And like after reading that, I just cried like I never cried before.. mann, it seriously scared the shit outta me.. like phuck.. I just started to think of the song, teardrops on my guitar.. Cause I WAS crying.. over A.N.D.R.E.W. , like the D.R.E.W. from teardrops on my guitar.. yeah it was just horrible, even though it was just a dream, I could feel my heart aching, and it felt shattered.. Like, I really really could feel my heart.. So I think I started to pray to God.. Asking for help.. I was really scared.. And just like that, I woke up. God, you tha man. Jesus is just so awesome.. Oh, when I woke up, I found myself breathing really heavily, and my heart was beating really fast.. mann.. Well, of course, I was thankful that it was all just a dream.. so yeah.. that's my nightmare..




I REALLY REALLY LIKE


ANDREW LEE <3

mann, I didnt come here yesterday, okay, so anyways, hung out with my childhood, long time friend, Venessa..again..HAHA, hmm, I seem to be hanging out with her more oftent nowadays.. And I'm lovin it, cause we do nothing, but have FUN FUN FUN! HAHA. We went to the night safari, for some uhh, halloween thang.. Honestly, I didnt know what to wear, I just returned the Synyster Gates outfit to my dear Fann.. HAHA, and my nun outfit is on the otherside.. So like, in the end, I decided to go as Spongebob! mann I phucking look like him! We were like twins! HAHA..I brought bobby (spongebob) along..HAHA, bobby kinda protected me from the not-scary-monsters/ghost..HAHA, when the monsters tried to scare us, I'd whack them with bobby..haha, thanks bobby! Venessa dressed up as a doll ghost..looked kinda scary..HAHA..


Oh,oh! btw, I have an awsomely shocking news! I HAVE A TWIN! Not just any twin, a twin star.. cool huh.. Kazi Superstar is like so my twin..Damn..haha. Oh, and if you dont get why we're twin stars.. Its simple.. He's a SUPERSTAR, and I'm a ROCKSTAR.. stars? yeahh.. Do the math.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

HEYY PEOPLE! YESSS, I'm still in

search for a temporary band..

Just one song only.. The song

title's called.. uhh, wait, not sure

yet.. will discuss with the band.

I've written the lyrics down

already, but I sure ain't gona put

it up on my blog.. Later some

clown go steal it..

so, here's what I need.


Keyboardist (wait, I'm not too

sure if i really need a

keyboardist yet)


Acoustic guitarist (definitely

need at least one guitarist.)


Electric guitarist (you will have a

minor role, unless I cant get an

acoustic guitarist)


Drummer


Okay, I'll only need a

keyboardist if I cant get 2

guitarist. It would be great if I

can find some back up singers.



uhm, let me know if you're

interested or if you wanna check

out the lyrics of the song,

call me, beep me, if ya

wanna reach me.




I WONT BITE, PROMISE!

By now, I guess you guys woulda noticed that my rockass blog is as silent at a... uhm.. muted tv? haha.. NO, you guys are not suffering from hearing problem, due to my amplifier blog..HAHA. I freggin took the music off..cause SOMEONE wants to watch the a7x video I posted.. sheesh.. HAHA, Uhm, I don't think I'll be posting the music for quite some time now, cause I kinda forgot my imeem password..teehee.. So for now, give your ears a rest.. Mann.. Had E math paper 2 today.. phucking difficult man..haha. Thank goodness there was no completing the square.. God saves! I LOVE YOU JESUS! you tha man! So yeah.. big relief.. Oh, HAHA, btw, guess what?! I'm using HABBO HOTEL again..HAHA, wth right.. haha.. I feel gross..HAHA.


Okay, so Kevin has no drums, and the rest are not too keen on doing this song I recently wrote.. Guess I'll be kinda doing solo for this one.. Hopefully I can do with Polly.. Really miss doin stuff with her.. So yeah, I need keyboardist, drummer, acoustic guitarist, and minor electric guitarist.. I got the lyrics ready, and the tune for the vocals.. I'm not really pro at composing the tunes for the guitars, keyboard, and drums, so whoever wants-in in this gotta help me.


hey, guess what, I STILL THINK


ANDREW LEE IS HOT <3






Oh,oh, and one more thing.. SLASH, ZACKY

VENGEANCE, DIMEBAG

DARRELL, AND M SHADOWS ARE

MINE, YES MINE!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Right, So, sorry guys, was a lil moody yesterday.. I doubt its PMS.. so stop assuming.. So anyways, sorry I didn't feel like talking to you guys on msn yesterday.. Well, you gotta understand.. blame it on O level's stress.. And, you also know.. I injured my knee.. lotsa things I cant do.. I cant even walk in heels.. I was kinda pissed off at myself too.. Cause I seem to be pissing my friends off.. Its like everything I do is just so pissyfying.. And you guys wont tell me what it is.. So yeah.. Anyways, I'm really, really, from the bottom of my heart, SORRY.


Well, I wasn't all that moody when A.N.D.R.E.W. came online.. haha, just slightly moody.. Okay, Okay, I was still moody.. But, the really retarded convo I had with him made me loosen up a bit.. yeah, just a teenie weenie bit.. HAHA, We were like fighting over guitarists.. He stole my zacky baby.. Haha.. But he can have syn for himself.. Then like, wth, he started talking bout Buckethead.. Ehh, he's a great guitarist kayy.. Then like, idk, I said Slash is mine.. And I'm gona be the next slash.. Then he stole my line, and said he's already the next slash.. rawr.. It was like war.. A war which I would most probably have won.. After fighting over guitarists, we started arguing over bands.. HAHA, sorry kiddo, but guns n roses are taken..HAHA.



So anyways, my knee still hurts.. but wells, I aint dying, so I went over to the cousins.. KEVIN SOLD HIS DRUM SET! Oh great! now how are we gona jam.. So it was a total waste of time... HAHA, not really.. We went over to the other crib, the one our grandfather bought for us.. haha.. yeahh, I know.. cool. HAHA.. So we started making videos! It was DAMN RETARDED.. We crashed my brother's bedroom..HAHA.. The theme for his room is supposed to be an oceanish under the sea theme.. haha.. RETARDED, I know!.. haha.. So his bed sheets were fishes, and shells and stuff.. HAHA, he even had sea creatures soft toys..HAHA.. gay much! So the drummer and I decided to make a vid about it.. We were supposed to be 'in the sea' floating on log rafts.. and sea turtles..HAHA.. and we were trying to get to shore.. lame.. haha.. but we look stupid, so it is funny.


We decided to make more vids.. HAHA, AIR GUITARING!!! haha.. we improvised stuff, like I used an octopus as my guitar, and Kevin used spongebob as his drums..HAHA, Then we went to my room, and did more vids.. We did one on SYNYSTER GATES AND ZACKY VENGEANCE! So, yeah, go check them out.. Its on my youtube channel.http://www.youtube.com/user/amysoap








GOSH, YES! I STILL THINK THAT

BOY, ANDREW LEE IS HOT!

<3

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Doc! I'm dying! I'm feeling compromised, and so dehumanized! -brompton cocktail Avenged Sevenfold.

Seriously guys, I'm dying.. HAHA, no.. I just need to go for an operation on my knee.. I kinda broke it, at the A7X concert. Other that that, ..


AVENGED SEVENFOLD CONCERT WAS A BLAST!

that's the duo guitar back to back pose, credits to my dear Afiqah babe <3

ok,ok.. so I'm just kidding, not dying, not going for operation.. but I really injured my phucking knee :/

So anyways, damn, the a7x concert rawked so much, except for the part where I injured my left knee.. I couldn't walk, SERIOUSLY. I couldn't walk.. the next day.. I mean, I could walk, but it really hurts, and I'd be limping and stumbling.. So yeah.. mann, no skateboarding and extreme sports for at least a week.. mann, no jamming with the guys?! No jumping from amp to amp? No kicking the lead guitarist's pedal train away?!

okay, back to the concert.. So like straight after my math paper, I met my mom, and changed, and like went straight to expo. I reached Max Pavilion at 11.30am plus.. freaking late.. The queue was quite long already.. So, I wasn't the first in line :( So I sat and waited.. I needed to pee, but couldn't go, cause no one to help choap. So held my pee till Afiqah's friend, Nicole came. HAHA. She came at 2.45 pm.. So we chatted, and stuff, haha, she's really cool! And Afiqah babe came at 4 plus.. mega clev babe..

So we like waited, then Nicole and I decided to cut queue.. We blended in with the first few people, then called Afiqah to come. Oh, and there was a freaking fight between some matts.. HAHA. Then everyone was cheering for them, it felt more like a WWE match..HAHA..

Some time after, Andrew <3 called. He went to the wrong side luhh.. HAHA, luckily I spotted him. yes, Andrew looked as hot as ever.. HAHA, skull tee. So we like waited..Standing up.. It was freaking hot.. Andrew was so tall, he could like breath fresh air.. no fair.. HAHA, everyone was pushing and stuff.

We finally got in.. I sprinted to the mosh ( really really bad move). Afiqah and Nicole were at the front.. I was supposed to go in front, but, Andrew couldn't.. cause he was too tall. So I didn't pangseh him.. I stayed there. Waited like one hour till avenged sevenfold played.. everyone was pushing, and I fell many times,... I got squashed on Andrew's back, haha, even though I kinda liked him, it was still gross, I mean, all the sweat, and in biology, sweat consist of urea.. which is gross. Oh,oh! some chick grabbed Andrew's butt.. wth, too bad that chick wasn't me.. HAHA, not that I want to..hmm.. ok, EWW.. but I must say, Andrew has a sexy butt. He should be butt boy or something..okay, still eww!

Then, I had a great fall, and like other people fell on my knee, and then there was this crack.. I couldn't stand.. Then I got dragged to the back of the hall. Phucking hurt.. HAHA, but honestly, I was thinking if Andrew was okay.. HAHA. So I rocked on at the back of the hall.. Their last song was a little piece of heaven. Was kinda bored of that song, so I decided to get the merch. They only sold the cds there.. They had Zacky Vengeance stickers, but it comes with the cd.. So
I bought the cd.. and got the sticker.. And I really wanted another one.. So I did my innocent soap look, and sure enough, my charming look deceived the gullible sales man.. HAHA, yupp, I got my way, as usual.



After the concert, I went to look for Andrew.. bloody phuck, he got the Zacky V pick..haha.. I decided to give Andrew the zacky v sticker.. since I had 2.. then we walked to the taxi stand, actually, no. He walked and I limped..HAHA Andrew was nice, he waited with me till my dad came.. And, my dad gave him a lift home.


oh wells, i still think andrew is hot.

<3

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Mann! I actually survived Chem paper 2!! I'm alive! Just had both English paper 1 and 2 yesterday, and chem paper 2 the day before.. Gosh, I thought I'd be dead by the second day, haha, but who knew! I'm a survivor! Okay, there's geog paper tmrw.. A maths is today.. what a killer.. HAHA, Well guys, I'm not gona wish you good luck. I'm sure you're all sick of it, so, LUCK ON! geddit? like rock on.. HAHA.. okay. Well, Andrew again.. hurrh.. There's the a7x concert on Friday, and ,and! He keeps changing his mind.. I really really really, from the bottom of my heart, REALLY want him to go.. So its like, when he first said he might be able to go, I was overjoyed, like, damn happy (: Then like he tells me he cant make it.. and its just such a smasher... Then like the next day he'd sms me, and say he might be able to go, and of course, I'm delighted to hear that. And, of course it was too good to be true, he messaged me again.. He said he confirmed could not go.. and I just become really upset.. Its feels like a roller coaster ride. You know there's going to be the upwards slopes, and the downwards slopes, and the 360s, You want to prepare yourself, but, its just happens so fast, its in a way, unpredictable, as in, you know its gona happen, but just don't know when it will strike.. Like the smses.. I know whenever he says he might go, he'll sms again telling me he cant go.. So, anyways, Andrew smsed me last night, he said he will try to go.. hurrh.. I'm sure that the next sms I get from him is that he cant go.. and I think the final decision will be that he cant go :/ oh wells..


what can I do about it..




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