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Thursday, October 30, 2008
HEYY PEOPLE! YESSS, I'm still in

search for a temporary band..

Just one song only.. The song

title's called.. uhh, wait, not sure

yet.. will discuss with the band.

I've written the lyrics down

already, but I sure ain't gona put

it up on my blog.. Later some

clown go steal it..

so, here's what I need.


Keyboardist (wait, I'm not too

sure if i really need a

keyboardist yet)


Acoustic guitarist (definitely

need at least one guitarist.)


Electric guitarist (you will have a

minor role, unless I cant get an

acoustic guitarist)


Drummer


Okay, I'll only need a

keyboardist if I cant get 2

guitarist. It would be great if I

can find some back up singers.



uhm, let me know if you're

interested or if you wanna check

out the lyrics of the song,

call me, beep me, if ya

wanna reach me.




I WONT BITE, PROMISE!

By now, I guess you guys woulda noticed that my rockass blog is as silent at a... uhm.. muted tv? haha.. NO, you guys are not suffering from hearing problem, due to my amplifier blog..HAHA. I freggin took the music off..cause SOMEONE wants to watch the a7x video I posted.. sheesh.. HAHA, Uhm, I don't think I'll be posting the music for quite some time now, cause I kinda forgot my imeem password..teehee.. So for now, give your ears a rest.. Mann.. Had E math paper 2 today.. phucking difficult man..haha. Thank goodness there was no completing the square.. God saves! I LOVE YOU JESUS! you tha man! So yeah.. big relief.. Oh, HAHA, btw, guess what?! I'm using HABBO HOTEL again..HAHA, wth right.. haha.. I feel gross..HAHA.


Okay, so Kevin has no drums, and the rest are not too keen on doing this song I recently wrote.. Guess I'll be kinda doing solo for this one.. Hopefully I can do with Polly.. Really miss doin stuff with her.. So yeah, I need keyboardist, drummer, acoustic guitarist, and minor electric guitarist.. I got the lyrics ready, and the tune for the vocals.. I'm not really pro at composing the tunes for the guitars, keyboard, and drums, so whoever wants-in in this gotta help me.


hey, guess what, I STILL THINK


ANDREW LEE IS HOT <3






Oh,oh, and one more thing.. SLASH, ZACKY

VENGEANCE, DIMEBAG

DARRELL, AND M SHADOWS ARE

MINE, YES MINE!

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Right, So, sorry guys, was a lil moody yesterday.. I doubt its PMS.. so stop assuming.. So anyways, sorry I didn't feel like talking to you guys on msn yesterday.. Well, you gotta understand.. blame it on O level's stress.. And, you also know.. I injured my knee.. lotsa things I cant do.. I cant even walk in heels.. I was kinda pissed off at myself too.. Cause I seem to be pissing my friends off.. Its like everything I do is just so pissyfying.. And you guys wont tell me what it is.. So yeah.. Anyways, I'm really, really, from the bottom of my heart, SORRY.


Well, I wasn't all that moody when A.N.D.R.E.W. came online.. haha, just slightly moody.. Okay, Okay, I was still moody.. But, the really retarded convo I had with him made me loosen up a bit.. yeah, just a teenie weenie bit.. HAHA, We were like fighting over guitarists.. He stole my zacky baby.. Haha.. But he can have syn for himself.. Then like, wth, he started talking bout Buckethead.. Ehh, he's a great guitarist kayy.. Then like, idk, I said Slash is mine.. And I'm gona be the next slash.. Then he stole my line, and said he's already the next slash.. rawr.. It was like war.. A war which I would most probably have won.. After fighting over guitarists, we started arguing over bands.. HAHA, sorry kiddo, but guns n roses are taken..HAHA.



So anyways, my knee still hurts.. but wells, I aint dying, so I went over to the cousins.. KEVIN SOLD HIS DRUM SET! Oh great! now how are we gona jam.. So it was a total waste of time... HAHA, not really.. We went over to the other crib, the one our grandfather bought for us.. haha.. yeahh, I know.. cool. HAHA.. So we started making videos! It was DAMN RETARDED.. We crashed my brother's bedroom..HAHA.. The theme for his room is supposed to be an oceanish under the sea theme.. haha.. RETARDED, I know!.. haha.. So his bed sheets were fishes, and shells and stuff.. HAHA, he even had sea creatures soft toys..HAHA.. gay much! So the drummer and I decided to make a vid about it.. We were supposed to be 'in the sea' floating on log rafts.. and sea turtles..HAHA.. and we were trying to get to shore.. lame.. haha.. but we look stupid, so it is funny.


We decided to make more vids.. HAHA, AIR GUITARING!!! haha.. we improvised stuff, like I used an octopus as my guitar, and Kevin used spongebob as his drums..HAHA, Then we went to my room, and did more vids.. We did one on SYNYSTER GATES AND ZACKY VENGEANCE! So, yeah, go check them out.. Its on my youtube channel.http://www.youtube.com/user/amysoap








GOSH, YES! I STILL THINK THAT

BOY, ANDREW LEE IS HOT!

<3

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Doc! I'm dying! I'm feeling compromised, and so dehumanized! -brompton cocktail Avenged Sevenfold.

Seriously guys, I'm dying.. HAHA, no.. I just need to go for an operation on my knee.. I kinda broke it, at the A7X concert. Other that that, ..


AVENGED SEVENFOLD CONCERT WAS A BLAST!

that's the duo guitar back to back pose, credits to my dear Afiqah babe <3

ok,ok.. so I'm just kidding, not dying, not going for operation.. but I really injured my phucking knee :/

So anyways, damn, the a7x concert rawked so much, except for the part where I injured my left knee.. I couldn't walk, SERIOUSLY. I couldn't walk.. the next day.. I mean, I could walk, but it really hurts, and I'd be limping and stumbling.. So yeah.. mann, no skateboarding and extreme sports for at least a week.. mann, no jamming with the guys?! No jumping from amp to amp? No kicking the lead guitarist's pedal train away?!

okay, back to the concert.. So like straight after my math paper, I met my mom, and changed, and like went straight to expo. I reached Max Pavilion at 11.30am plus.. freaking late.. The queue was quite long already.. So, I wasn't the first in line :( So I sat and waited.. I needed to pee, but couldn't go, cause no one to help choap. So held my pee till Afiqah's friend, Nicole came. HAHA. She came at 2.45 pm.. So we chatted, and stuff, haha, she's really cool! And Afiqah babe came at 4 plus.. mega clev babe..

So we like waited, then Nicole and I decided to cut queue.. We blended in with the first few people, then called Afiqah to come. Oh, and there was a freaking fight between some matts.. HAHA. Then everyone was cheering for them, it felt more like a WWE match..HAHA..

Some time after, Andrew <3 called. He went to the wrong side luhh.. HAHA, luckily I spotted him. yes, Andrew looked as hot as ever.. HAHA, skull tee. So we like waited..Standing up.. It was freaking hot.. Andrew was so tall, he could like breath fresh air.. no fair.. HAHA, everyone was pushing and stuff.

We finally got in.. I sprinted to the mosh ( really really bad move). Afiqah and Nicole were at the front.. I was supposed to go in front, but, Andrew couldn't.. cause he was too tall. So I didn't pangseh him.. I stayed there. Waited like one hour till avenged sevenfold played.. everyone was pushing, and I fell many times,... I got squashed on Andrew's back, haha, even though I kinda liked him, it was still gross, I mean, all the sweat, and in biology, sweat consist of urea.. which is gross. Oh,oh! some chick grabbed Andrew's butt.. wth, too bad that chick wasn't me.. HAHA, not that I want to..hmm.. ok, EWW.. but I must say, Andrew has a sexy butt. He should be butt boy or something..okay, still eww!

Then, I had a great fall, and like other people fell on my knee, and then there was this crack.. I couldn't stand.. Then I got dragged to the back of the hall. Phucking hurt.. HAHA, but honestly, I was thinking if Andrew was okay.. HAHA. So I rocked on at the back of the hall.. Their last song was a little piece of heaven. Was kinda bored of that song, so I decided to get the merch. They only sold the cds there.. They had Zacky Vengeance stickers, but it comes with the cd.. So
I bought the cd.. and got the sticker.. And I really wanted another one.. So I did my innocent soap look, and sure enough, my charming look deceived the gullible sales man.. HAHA, yupp, I got my way, as usual.



After the concert, I went to look for Andrew.. bloody phuck, he got the Zacky V pick..haha.. I decided to give Andrew the zacky v sticker.. since I had 2.. then we walked to the taxi stand, actually, no. He walked and I limped..HAHA Andrew was nice, he waited with me till my dad came.. And, my dad gave him a lift home.


oh wells, i still think andrew is hot.

<3

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Mann! I actually survived Chem paper 2!! I'm alive! Just had both English paper 1 and 2 yesterday, and chem paper 2 the day before.. Gosh, I thought I'd be dead by the second day, haha, but who knew! I'm a survivor! Okay, there's geog paper tmrw.. A maths is today.. what a killer.. HAHA, Well guys, I'm not gona wish you good luck. I'm sure you're all sick of it, so, LUCK ON! geddit? like rock on.. HAHA.. okay. Well, Andrew again.. hurrh.. There's the a7x concert on Friday, and ,and! He keeps changing his mind.. I really really really, from the bottom of my heart, REALLY want him to go.. So its like, when he first said he might be able to go, I was overjoyed, like, damn happy (: Then like he tells me he cant make it.. and its just such a smasher... Then like the next day he'd sms me, and say he might be able to go, and of course, I'm delighted to hear that. And, of course it was too good to be true, he messaged me again.. He said he confirmed could not go.. and I just become really upset.. Its feels like a roller coaster ride. You know there's going to be the upwards slopes, and the downwards slopes, and the 360s, You want to prepare yourself, but, its just happens so fast, its in a way, unpredictable, as in, you know its gona happen, but just don't know when it will strike.. Like the smses.. I know whenever he says he might go, he'll sms again telling me he cant go.. So, anyways, Andrew smsed me last night, he said he will try to go.. hurrh.. I'm sure that the next sms I get from him is that he cant go.. and I think the final decision will be that he cant go :/ oh wells..


what can I do about it..




I LOVE ANDREW


<3

Monday, October 20, 2008

Heyy all, just wanna say that its uhm exactly 2 and a half hours till my first o level paper.. phucking chem.. yeah.. Well, I guess I'm starting to feel it.. hehh. oh wells, really touched this morn at about 6 am+ haha. I was still sleeping .. Then I got this sms from Andrew.. HAHA, and I like totally woke up.. haha, thanks to my sms ring tone.. wth. HAHA, it was almost easy by avenged sevenfold..HAHA.. Really nice to get the sms by Andrew, really thoughtful of him mann..HAHA, but , I WAS SLEEPING.. Well, at first, I just opened the message to stop the sms ring tone.. haha, then I like officially woke up at around 11 plus.. Cause, more good luck smses came in.. and my freggin sms ring tone kept playing..HAHA.. yeah.. I know, I'm a pig.. I love to sleep.. So like, uhm Andrew was officially the first person to send me a good luck sms.. THANKS ANDREW... for the sms.. (and waking me from my slumber -.-) haha.. And not forgetting all you guys for sending those smses.. the good luck and stuff.. IDK.. I don't think I'll do well.. Somehow, I just feel it, but, I trust God (:

Mann, I feel a little sad though.. I got a message from Andrew last night, he said he cant go for the a7x concert :( really sad luhh, but, his retarded messages made me smile, I guess.. HAHA, been really stressed the whole day, and I didn't laugh at all.. not even smile.. then Andrew was like, " i cant go for a7x concert" then I became more sad :( then he was like "don't forget to get me syn gates guitar" HAHA, and that was the first smile of the day..

Then I decided to watch OKTO.. heyy, its cool mann.. but I got bored.. So, I switched to Mr & Mrs Smith.. Honestly, I had some troubles sleeping.. My mind was constantly thinking bout stuff, like O levels the next day, Andrew not being able to go for a7x.. And many other stuff.. So I did my night prayer.. Still couldn't sleep.. So I wanted to go workout.. and do gym..but.. I was too lazy.. So I grabbed this book, this book was really special to me.. Infact, I was a gift.. A gift from someone.. And I think I got it quite recently.. Well, sure enough, I really went to sleep.. Till I got that sms from Andrew at 6 am..



I STILL THINK ANDREW IS HOT. <3

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Heyyy! I'm back.. haha, honestly, right now..I should be studying.. but..hehh.. Monday's paper is Chemistry.. damn..I'm like so screwed..haha.. Well, I guess I could retake Os? I don't know.. I just don't feel the stress, or adrenaline.. I must be going mad or something.. Every one's mugging.. And like all I'm doing is writing songs on my guitar.. and eating lots of soy bean??? HAHA, yepp, guess I am crazy huhh. Damn, Avenged Sevenfold concert is like coming closer.. I SO TOTALLY CANT WAIT!! And, I really hope Andrew Lee can go too.. :/ ANYWAYS, like the past few days, I've been doing some revision.. WAIT! not for my exams, for the A7X concert.. HAHA.. yupp..told you I'm cookoo.. HAHA, I'M NOT INSANE, I'M NOT INSANE.. so yeah.. I've been going on YouTube, and I've been searching for videos on Avenged Sevenfold concerts.. And, yeah, I've been taking notes.. Like which song to jump.. head bang.. rock on.. and even fling bra on stage.. haha, still gotta work on critical acclaim.. That song is really confusing.. haha, there's the "HEY, HEY, HEY" part.. I know that part we're supposed to clench our fist and throw them into the air.. but I'm not sure what to do when MSHADS does the talking part.. Oh wells.. We'll just have to wait and see huhh..

Anyways, been hanging out with my childhood good friend, Venessa.. Haha.. We like did some catching up.. And like talk bout our childhood memories..haha.. And, and, she helped me pick out my prom dress! Its pretty! haha, Ohh! I think I'm hanging out with her again, later.. We're gona pick my prom shoes!! Cant wait! HAHA. Hanging out with Ven is fun! Oh, and of course, I'm so not wearing that prom dress to prom.. HAHA.. I'm gawna pimp it out!! do it the soap way!.. Soapify it.. HAHA.. So, anyways, I was thinking of making my grand entrance to prom on a skateboard..rockin ehh? And, and, I wanna wear a green bandanna around my face, mafia style..haha.. wait! and GRILLZ! yeahh! like whu da rockstarr! and maybe I might get a skull face mask.. oh wells.. HAHA.. I'm one in a ga-million-billion-trillion-zillion (:




AND YES I STILL LIKE ANDREW LEE (:

Sunday, October 12, 2008

so, it's Sunday today.. And its really boring.. Why? Cause I'm not sailing.. Usually, sailing takes up my weekends.. And I loved weekends, cause there was sailing.. Now I hate it more than I hate Mondays.. sheesh. Its like so freaking boring okay.. There's seriously nothing to do.. The boys are at church.. So what, I have to jam alone? yeah right... Uhm, no point doing more revision.. Cause I cant get more stuff into my brain no more.. Dont feel like going out.. I mean, It's Sunday.. Malls are really gona be crowded.. Well, thank goodness there's the internet.. So I was really bored.. So I stumbled upon this cool website.. ah hah! Now, the boys can go to church everyday.. cause I've found a replacement band.. well, kinda.. haha. This web site is the band.. You just have to fill in some chords, choose your instrument(s) ..yepp, you can choose more than one instrument.. and just play! Wait there's more! The great thang bout this website is that, you dont have to be a profesional musician. Like for example, I'm a guitar person, I dont know a single thang bout drums.. And I think my junk came out kinda good.. So I'd recomend this to amature rockatars-to-be (: http://www.jamstudio.com/Studio/index.htm .


Well, uhm.. Amyways, I cant wait for Britney's latest album, circus to be released.. It will be out on 2nd December, which is also her birthday.. hmm, I think she's turning 27 or something. mann.. womanizer pwns big time! The video is like so great! Brit was hot! I'm so gona get circus! I knew it! Brit would come back! I still love you Brit! and I've always had <3
womanizer video


Ohoh! And of course, I also so cant wait for 24th Oct.. Avenged Sevenfold is coming to Singapore! mann! I love A7X! And, and I also have tickets! Matthew (mshads) is so freaking hot.. And Zachary (zacky v) .. too! Zacky's lip piercing is hot.. m shad has a really hot bod..oh, and not forgetting his smile..with dimples...aww.. And how can I ever forget Brian ( syn gates).. He's quite hot too.. but.. nahh.. Not that into him.. But.. I know I'm in love with his perfect guitar shredding.. It's like totally awsome.. uhm.. haha, I kinda forgot The Rev's real name, anyways.. he's a great drummer too.. And I guess Johnny's a great bassist too.. ahh, whattheheck.. the whole band rocks!


Mann.. lots of things coming up.. I so cant wait.. except for O levels.. phuck it mann.. damn exams.. oh wells.. I guess things just have to be balanced.. Where there's great things, there's phucked up things too.. like good, and evil, light and dark... And you get the point.. sopiDA VINCI : oh, and yes, i still like andrew lee (:

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Here are some never before seen pictures I found.. Hey, I took a long time to find them ok.. So you all better enjoy.. haha, kidding..



pictures of the band..

like brother, like sister?
okayy...
tards
weenie makin

Friday, October 10, 2008

Okay, I'm back here blogging.. So here's the thing.. I feel really really bad.. This morning, I went online, and ZOMG! A.N.D.R.E.W. was online.. mann, its been a really long time since I've seen him online.. So yeah, kinda overjoyed I guess.. Wait, not quite.. That's also the part where I felt really bad.. okay..SO, A.N.D.R.E.W. started the convo.. he said 'hey', so I said 'oh, heyy'. Then, he was like 'so hows things?'.... Well, you know me, I always speak my mind, and I don't really give any thought to it.. so I replied an honest answer.. I said 'bad...' Honestly, I really was going through some troubles.. like, I was really troubled.. Well, okay, I guess its not just A.N.D.R.E.W. I mean, there were other close friends who asked me how I've been.. and, I'd start off telling them how I really am feeling.. then I'll just suddenly tell them I was kidding.. and that I was fine.. So yeah, I did the same.. After some time, I told him that I was only kidding.. and I am fine.. Ok.. I'm not trying to be a bad friend, the kind that lies to their friends, but.. the thing is.. I really cant let my friends worry.. So I just found out that my knee problem just got worse.. I really have got no idea whats gonna happen.. I'm starting to go depressed again.. I really need the sun, the sea, the wind.. I need to sail.. idk.. I think I've grown attached to sailing.. like, every sat and sun, at night, after my night prayer, before I go to sleep, I just start to tear.. And all that's in my head just has to do with sailing..I start to think of princess, A.N.D.R.E.W. , all my friends.. everything.. I just become so, so , so damn sad. I feel that weird feeling in my heart... It feels like its stretching, or something like that.. And eventually, I cry myself to sleep.. idk. is it because I feel this emptiness? Usually, sailing would take up my whole weekend.. it distracts me.. And now that I've quit sailing, Its just not there anymore.. I didn't willingly quit sailing in the first place.. I just thought that, maybe if I quit sailing, I'd forget bout A.N.D.R.E.W. , and I'd stop hurting myself.. But, I am so wrong.. I just got into a more phucked up depression state.. Why did I ever have to fall for him..

Monday, October 6, 2008

Heyy all! guess who's back, back again, tell a friend! HAHA, I was bored.. so I went on the internet.. Then I went on google.. And guess what? I was still bored! phuck man.. HAHA, so anyways, I decided to click blogger search.. blogger searched my name.. Guess what? I'm not bored no more! I'm phucking pissed off.. Some phucking biatch was biatching bout me.. Bunch of NINNIES.. btw, I think by now, everyone has realised that I've been using the word ninny quite oftent.. Well, Shakespear taught me that..HAHA. go read A Midsummers Night dream..


ANYWAYS, puhcking exams are coming closer.. And I'm the least prepared.. As usual.. BUT there's one thang That I know I'm phucking prepared for.. Avenged Sevenfold concert! Yeah mann! Oh, and I'm sure everyone knows bout my free tickers, YES! I'm not kidding.. ITS FREE!
call me, beep me, if ya wanna the free tix.



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