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Saturday, November 29, 2008

Heyy, Guess who's back, back again, Soapy's back, tell a friend. Guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back..
haha, yes I'm, back, and I'm safe, back in Singapore, thank God. All flights were cancelled in Thailand, and the airport was closed.. blame them bloody no life protesters.. So like there was no freggin way to get out of Thailand.. Uncle Tony called the Royal Thai Navy, and they hitched us a real long ride back to the lil red dot.. YES, we had to bus all the way back from Thailand.. Bus ride was about 2 days long.. I couldn't sleep.. Someone was snoring.. Wen and Jeryl kept bugging me for Guitar hero... So annoying.. And they sat like right infront of me.. Javin was a real pain in the butt.. sheesh, that lil brat.. He sat like opposite side.. Damn, I almost died.. HAHA, ohoh, I couldn't sleep, so I was like watching everyone.. HAHA, freaking retarded.. HAHA, Wen kept going into Jeryl's territory, HAHA, freaking retarded. HAHA, Javin was drooling. So I stayed up all night.. Next morn, they woke up.. and I was like a zombie.. Then the rest of the trip was boring.. Oh, we did have KFC for lunch.. Ohyeah, the freaking bus was damn cold okay..

So anyway, enough about tha bus ride,I needa blog bout something way more important, Okay, so how should I begin.. Okay, I hate Thailand, wait, no, I'm not complaining.. Just hear me out kayy, so yeah, I hate Thailand, cause it brings chaos in me.. See, I know I always appear really happy, and retarded, or sometimes, cold and heartless.. But idk, okay, first of all, I feel okay blogging bout this here, cause only close friends know this blog, and some of you already know.. So, yeah, most of you guys know I'm not really that cold hearted, and hateful, and heartless.. Its just something, I want everyone to think of me, that I stand my ground, I'm no longer that push over.. Honestly, I hate trying to be mean, and cold.. Its just not soap by nature.. The real soap is still that retarded, goofy kid, the one you guys see. I know that even though you guys are my close friends, you have this initial thought, that I'm a real bitch, HAHA, remember the times when we hang out in town, and if someone who roughly knows me comes up to us? I act coldly to that person? And like the other times.. yeah, I still remember, all you guys had the same reaction, as in reaction from different cliques, and friends whom I hang out with at different occasions.. Like, after the person leaves, you guys will be like 'geez soap, you're damn mean' or 'wth was that all about' HAHA, come on man, admit it, you guys thought I was a bitch, and I explained to most of you already.. I think.. But for those whom I have yet to give an explanation, here it goes.. As some of you have already known, I had a plain, dull childhood.. In primary school, I wasnt a really 'people-kind-of-person'.. Cause it was hard for me to trust people. Friends made use of me, and stuff.. of course I'm not in touch with them now.. Yeah.. or rather 'friends'.. So I guess I was a rather 'emo' lil kid.. I only had 2 or 3 close friends whom I trusted in primary 5 and 6.. I had low self esteem and stuff, and I'm serious okay.. That's like the past of soap that not many knew.. So different from now huhh.. Primary school days were terrible, I got pushed around, and stuff.. I was very soft spoken.. So it was really easy to push me around.. Then like idk, one day, I just couldn't take it anymore, I was sick of being the push over, I gained confidence, and stuff, and my whole outside look changed.. I was a mean person.. HAHA, sorry guys, I admit, I was really mean, when you guys tried to make friends with me.. HAHA, SORRY! So you guys know, when people tried to make friends, I'd show attitude and stuff.. And like after time, I'd loosen up, and you met the real soap. The retarded side.. The Soap everyone loves.. So like how does this link to the 'I HATE THAILAND' part? Well, Thailand is like a LDC (less developed country). In LDCs, some people are rather poor, and less well off.. So you'll see homeless people begging on the streets and stuff.. Like lil kids okay, so skinny, and pitiful, and some times old folks, and handicapped people, the sight really is too much for me.. I start to feel all compassionate and weak. I feel sorry for them. I dont wanna feel weak, and stuff, I don't want anyone to see the real soap, I think some parents at the singsiam saw it.. urh, I hate it, then they start the 'comforting mode' thangg.. I totally blew my cover.. I hate Thailand, cause it brings up my past.. Its not that I hate being nice.. I just don't want to be nice to the people I'm not close with.. I only wanna be nice around the people I'm really close with.. Honestly, idk..I hate myself.. Alot..

gave me your hand but realise I just wanna say goodbye,

I'm so sorry,

I Still Think

Andrew Is Hot <3

soap amplified; at 3:32 PM