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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Still cant sleep. Stupid nightmare yesterday night caused me to be traumatized, and now I just cant seem to sleep. So last light, watched a little bit of desperate housewives, and amazing race, I kinda felt sleepy, so I did my regular night prayer, and then tried to sleep. I freaking kept tossing and turning.. I just couldn't sleep, phuck it. So I finally got some shut eye at 2.00 am + And like, wtf, when I fell a sleep, I had nightmares again, yes, about HIM again.. This time, no Margret, Phucking worse nightmare, A.N.D.R.E.W. was gone, as in seriously gone, like phuck, and I mean gone as in seriously forever gone, no more in this world, and right now, as I'm typing this down, I'm starting to tear..So yes, in my dreams, when he was gone, I cried like wth again. No, I seemed to cry more, I don't wanna type the whole dream out again, cause I don't think he should know what happened in my dream. So anyways, again I talked to God. Thank goodness I was just a horrible dream. But, when I woke up, I thought of my dream, and like I cried as in really cried, phuck, I know I was awake, I really cried, I know I did. I even remember the time it was around 6.35 am.. And I couldn't go back to sleep.. So I started thinking to myself, what if, just WHAT IF, A.N.D.R.E.W. was really gone? Wtf will I do? So I did some thinking, and, I know what I will do. I KNOW WHAT I'LL DO. I know it'll be very stupid of me to do that, but, I've made up my mind, I know what I'll do. Whatever I decide, I wont back down. I don't think persuasion would work.

Dear God, the only thing I ask of you
is to hold him when I not around,
when I'm much too far away.
Please God, I really really like him alot.

I think I really like

Andrew <3

So like anyways,aside from my nightmares, I guess you noticed I stopped using the word freaking in my post? Yeah, well, I gotta stop saying freaking, cause, in my papers, I kept writing freaking, in social studied paper, I wrote freaking in my answers like 8 or 9 times. And yes, of course I striked them out..

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